You head is spinning like a carousel and I know you’re a mess after three or four but if you make it different, then we’ll make our way to the surface and your favorite place where we sit and we breathe ‘cause I know all the words and I sing you everything. They’re just thoughts so go ahead and speak. Pick out what you don’t like and call me when you’re on the way. You can spend the night and hope to sleep all day. For me, it’s just another week. Well, 28 was once how I dreamed. With your scent on my face, I can leave and have you for days. I still can’t see you. The summer came and we got lost, all of us. You are nothing without her. I still won’t remember your face…your features mix too well with alcohol. Cover ourselves in your fear. Stay and watch that moon disappear under the lights. The city is screaming at me. As you breathe the words, “I better go.” The sun is up and taking back all the shadows that cover the ground and our feet like a blanket of coal.
living the dream
The Great Wave Off Kanagawa by Hokusai, 1829.
This guy is quickly becoming one of my favorite artists
you said it was like fire around the brim; burning solid, burning thin. the burning rim like stars burning holes right through the dark, flicking fire like saltwater into my eyes. you were one inch from the edge of my bed, i’ll drag you back a sleepyhead.
I’ve been staying awake in the front seat for days, let the wheel turn and take me away. Well the truth I must tell is I’m lonely as hell. Still looking for myself. It rains all day when you’re not around and I’m trying my best to come clean with the clouds. They follow me around, I’ll dance ‘til the rain comes down. Stuck in the sand with waves at my feet and I wish you’d come crash into me. ‘Cause where you are is where I wanna be now. Where are you now?
And I know I’m not perfect, but what the hell? Do you think of me now? “Do you think of me now?” They say love is for the patient, God, I plan on being restless for now. Hope I’m more than a cheap trick you played on yourself. But I do it so well. “Yeah, I’m doing so well.” They follow me around, I’ll dance to ‘til the rain comes down. Stuck in the sand with waves at my feet and I wish you’d come crash into me. ‘Cause where you are is where I wanna be now. Where are you now?
But when I leave, she walks and she talks and she stirs my feet like she’s sleeping next to me. Doesn’t matter where we are, doesn’t matter if we’re states apart.
I hope your love is as unconditional as mine. I broke your heart and mine last night. I am so sorry. I’ve allowed my life to spin out of control for so long and after what happened last night, I’m done with being irresponsible.
What are some songs you like to listen to in the winter? I’m making a long mix of christmas/winter music.
